i fell in love with a girl with extremely cool pants yesterday at the mall while with my roomate who likes to shop at the buckle.
and thats when it hit me.
the amendment to my last entry.
its not being funny that has been bringing me down at all.
i enjoy being funny.
its really all i got going for me.
no, what has been bothering me is that i am just different from everyone i presently hang around with.
which, for the most part, is pretty cool.
its definetly better than when i was in deep ellum and we were all dressed in all black with our similar hair, shoes and dark framed glasses.
i, for the most part, like being the only one in my circle of friends who owns a pair of chuck taylors.
and i think its fun to be the only one that is extremely passionate about movies, (even the dumb ones) it at the very least gives us something to talk about.
but there is a part of me that wishes there was someone else who could understand why i could fall in love with a girl just because of her pants.
i get tired of always having to explain myself to certain people who always like to shop at the buckle.
but then again, i have spent the majority of my adolesence attempting to be different.
i have finally achieved that goal.
so maybe i can live with the isolation that weirdness can bring.
because with the isolation comes a bunch of perplexed faces who just dont get why you are philospically opposed to trimming your toe nails.
and that, that makes it all worth while.
10:13 a.m. - 2004-05-26
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