its snowing outside.
big slow flakes drifting downward kissing the earth, peeping in through the windows, enjoying its short earthly existence.
snow makes me want to have children. to run around and make snow angels, and snowmen, and have snowball fights. i want to teach my son how to write his name in the snow without ever using fingers.when i am a parent i will tell my children that snow is really just God's dandruff.they will look up in awe. kids will believe anything.
snow makes me feel romantic.
i imagined earlier today that if i had somebody i would take her out to some field, or some deserted street and take up a whole roll of film of her bathed in this world of white and gray.
we would kiss and our breath would smell of hot chocolate. our hugs would be filled with down feathers and gortex.songs like "let is snow" and "winter wonderland" wouldnt seem so trite.
they would be real, they would be now, they would define the moment.
snow makes me feel artistic.
sitting here, listening to some lonely jazz track wafting through the empty house, watching patterns of ice and steam form on the windows, i feel that anything i painted would be a masterpiece.
maybe i will paint her.
create the face of my dream girl.
make a whole new world for us to live.
or better yet,
i think i will just sit and watch the ballet that these dancers of crystaline ice before me are performing,
and dream,
and dream.
4:43 p.m. - 2004-04-10
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