here's to girls and their fickle female ways.
a number of weeks ago my female "friend" and i decided to just be friends without the " " attached.
but right before she went back to school we as friends had one of the most romantic nights of my life.
(keep in mind that there is not alot of competition for the title of "most romantic night of my life". in fact, the only other night i can think of was when i was in the seventh grade and this cute little brunette asked me to skate during the "couples only" song at the skating rink.)
after the night of psuedo-romance she boarded a plane and went back to college in virginia.
which is exactly what happened the last time she was here and only had one night left.
but now, by looking at our e-mail correspondance we are more "friends" then we have ever been.
and this sucks.
alot.
i dont want to be e-mail "friends"
i want to be in person, hand-holding, going on dates, kissing "friends".
but i know that wont happen.
but for some reason i am still falling for this whole long distance relationship thing.
it spins my head all around.
it makes me hate romance, and girls, and marriage and the whole lot.
i'd be gay but guys are much bigger jerks.
i think that...
well, i think i will just...
shoot. i'm gonna e-mail her again.
10:47 p.m. - 2004-01-15
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