in the book of my life, there is about to be a sudden plot twist.
when i was fifteen i made a decision to be a minister.
over those last seven years i have done nothing but prepare for and be in the ministry.
i have done three years of bible school/interning.
i have worked as an itinerate evangelist
as a children's pastor,
and as a jr. high pastor.
over the last year i have been working as a inner city missionary.
sure, all i do is serve coffee, but since i serve coffee in a coffee house that is owned by an inner city ministry, i am considered an inner city ministry.
my father is a pastor.
my childhood was spent in the ministry.
so far, my entire life has revolved around the ministry.
its all i've known.
this will soon change.
in two weeks i will no longer be employed by a church.
i will no longer be a missionary.
i will no longer be in the ministry.
i am both scared and excited.
i know that people will think that i have lost my faith.
i will know that they are wrong.
i will know that i am finally going to have the freedom to find it.
1:36 a.m. - 2003-12-06
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