God: hey, i've been reading your diary
me: what? really? couldnt you have just read my thoughts?
God: yeah, but i really like your template. you know, i am a little concerned for you.
me: you too huh? are you going to tell me to stop being a bad influence?
God: no, its just that....ryan, do you know that i love you?
me:....
God: really, do you?
me: well, sure "Jesus loves me this i know for the bible tells me so..."
God: hmmm, just what i thought. you have a head knowledge but your personally you believe my love is far off and lofty, almost unattainable.
me: i do?
God: trust me on this one. since you were a kid you've struggled to find my acceptance and love. you have done alot of things to earn it and when you consistently failed at being perfect you just gave up. thats why you view me and my will as such a loathsome and laborious thing.
me:...
God: once you see that i love you, you will realize that my plan for you is nothing but good. you have been too caught up in all your religious crap to see how good of i thing i've got going here.
me: you say crap?
God: only around some people. ryan, the important thing here is that i love you just the way you are and i miss hanging out with you. and you know how much you need me dont you?
me: yeah, i'm kinda making a mess out of things
God: i am well aware, i can read your thoughts remember? including those thoughts you had yesterday afternoon.
me: the brunette?
God: and the blonde.
me: ooooooh not good.
God: will talk offline about that in a second. oh, and can i give you some advice on your poetry?
me: sure, hit me
God: you write too much about girls. you might wanna try something a little more entertaining, like marsupials.
me: i'll think about it
God: hey, marsupials are funny.
2:49 p.m. - 2003-10-05
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