epitome sounds alot like pity me.
weird that i noticed that while saying i am the epitome of a man.
either way it has the same effect.
i am the pity me of a man.
i went to my old church tonight.
some kind of masochistic tendency i am sure.
shoot, i coulda just walked around by myself at home.
the only reason i go there is because i long to see some old friends, because i am looking for someone to talk to, to pray with.
the only thing i get there is a chance to hang out with those that i already hang out with here at insomnia. (not that this is a bad thing, i really do enjoy these people, its just that i can see them without the half hour commute)
i guess that i just dont know what to expect.
i am not wanting super star status, i dont want people to drop everything just to shower me with attention,(though it would be nice) all i want is recognition.
its kind of funny how i get all these notes and e-mails from trinity people, but none of them will talk to me in person.
i guess its easier to be anonymous and digital, you dont have to hear my immediete reaction.
i dont know, this is just another little pity party.
a pity party without anyone's RSVP.
10:13 p.m. - 2003-09-07
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