i am so religious.
when i was younger i honestly set a goal for myself to get a show on TBN.
i was that kind of christian. flamboyant, ambitious, a dreamer.
this is a real problem for me now that i am trying to find God outside of bible belt culture.
even this last week, with all this new vision and passion stirring up within me. all i keep thinking about is how this vision will turn into a powerful church, and then a ministry school, and then i'll start doing seminars, and writing a new book every week.
this is all garbage!
i have to find Jesus, just Jesus.
all of these add-ons make me sick.
2:10 p.m. - 2003-08-24
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