"you know how you feel the day before you get sick? well, i feel like its the day before that."-ray romano
(this qoute was not without purpose. i do feel like i am getting a little sick)
it rained today.
i love the rain.
rain makes a lot of people glum, it makes me feel peaceful and serene.
i wish it would rain more.
i went to a bookstore and a music store today.
i sat dubfounded at how neither of those places held any interest to me.
maybe, i just want to try something new.
all the prayerful and encouraging e-mails and notes i have recieved remind me of how lonely i am.
i feel pathetically alone.
i'm certain its my fault.
when i first started getting really depressed last summer i pretty much pushed my friends away.
and i have been keeping people at a distance since.
its sad to think that this stupid diary is the closest thing i've got to community right now.
you readers are the only ones that know whats up with me.
thats really sad and pathetic.
i need to hit the singles bars.
6:33 p.m. - 2003-08-09
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