i am emotionally unstable.
"really?" my sarcastic friends will ask with a hint of mockery in their voice "you coulda fooled me"
yeah, shut up.
regardless, today i, much like jekyl and hyde, have been having large arguments with myself.
part of me is really tired of all these christian crap.
and its not the same tired arguments of hypocrites and cheesiness.
i am just tired of "having the form of Godliness but denying its power"
well, you can read my diary yourself and learn all about my struggles.
i have been writing about them since i got this thing.
the other me, still has this affection for God.
kind of like when you dont want to stop hanging out with a childhood friend,
its more past memories than present practicalities.
so i have gone back and forth all day.
both sides still seem to be a far reach from where i probably should be.
but hey, thats how it is sometimes.
thanks for all the notes and e-mails.
they really mean alot.
they really, really do.
8:10 p.m. - 2003-08-07
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