if romance is rain
then i am a desert.
not a lot of moisture
but not a lot is needed.
however, as the old saying goes
"when it rains it pours"
and female attention floods my overly dry ground.
killing the field mice and the cactui.
thursday a girl with eloquent speech wrote me a letter explaining how we should be together.
two hours later, another girl with pretty eyes invited herself to the x-men sequel with me.
i wish they knew that i dont want a relationship.
i wish i knew that for certain.
there is always that thought, whispering something about me being afraid and insecure.
there is always josh harris saying "kiss dating goodbye"
and other thoughts screaming "your young! have fun! dont take this stuff so serious!"
and then here i am dizzy from these thoughts, and sick from having a strange girl by my side at the movies.
this dating stuff makes me want to throw up.
i cant date the girls i like
i cant avoid dating the girls i dont.
4:18 p.m. - 2003-05-02
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