i couldnt sleep last night.
this is a common problem.
my head often feels like it is not done doing its thinking.
i thought about my recent frustrations, and i think i had an epiphany.
the reason i am unhappy is due to the fact that i am wanting everything and everyone to cater to my wishes.
i want people to reach out and love me, but yet, i dont care so much for them.
i think that i serve God
but in reality, i have been expecting God to serve me.
so, in short, i realized its really not about me.
this is not the answer to my problems, but i starting point.
next is to figure out what life is really about.
and i know that its about "the glory of God" so all you zealots dont have to send me an e-mail resembling a chick tract.
but i want specifics.
i want answers.
which, i think, is how all of this got started.
me asking questions, and not getting answers.
hopefully this time i will go about it a bit differantly.
5:15 p.m. - 2003-05-01
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