ah, prayer.
what a weird mysterious thing it is.
i cant explain why or how
but i know that people are praying for me
and i know that these prayers are making a huge impact.
i feel less depressed
less angry.
last night i ran into some street witnessing christians in deep ellum.
usually i get really mad at them because of their lack of respect for people, and how they consider me a backslider for hanging out with non-believers.
but last night, i was nothing but love.
prayer is working.
my frustrations have turned to questions
my anger into a hunger to learn.
i want to know God again
i say again, but i am sure that i didnt really know him the first time around.
i like how paul said that i am going through my mid-life crisis early.
hopefully i'll be getting a sports car and a trophy wife real soon.
9:21 p.m. - 2003-04-27
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