"i want-a valentines poem"
i want to write a love poem
i want to be in love
well, not really.
i want that feeling of warmth and terror
the instantous highs and lows
joys and woes
emotions swaying to and fro
from every which way
i want a reason to shave
i want motivation to bathe
i want the assurance that on bad days i can look forward to seeing that smile, that kiss, that warm gaze
i want someone to tell me my writing is good
i want someone who actually believes my writing is good
i want to be that old couple necking in the park
i want to hold hands on walks to wherever
i want to get into little fights about little things that i sometimes do
i want to discuss our evening plans
i want to decide to just stay in
i want to get a valentine from someone other that my mother
i want to open doors and pay for meals and do all those other things that are now outdated
i want to find my last name behind her first written in a thousand differant stlyes on her notebook
i want to forego the initial drama and stress of the relationship
i want to be able to not call
to not talk
to not share my feelings at any given whim
i want a cool way to end this poem
i want to want what i want at the same time that somebody wants it from me
i dont want her to make the first move
though i know that i dont have the guts to
i want love
but maybe
i just want a cat
2:30 a.m. - 1997-09-23
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