so i am back from my sabbatical.
i knew it wouldnt last long.
i am trying to write my life story, if you are interested go to ryans-story and read away.
recently i have been really confused as far as my lifes purpose is concerned.
i think alot of it comes from my recent ponderings of my life thus far.
it also has a lot to do with the question "does being a christian make you happy?"
i know that happiness doesnt mean everything, but shouldnt it mean something?
and its not that i want to give up christianity.
i have tried that before.
life cannot exist outside of the source of life.
however i am thinking that maybe the ministry is not for me.
i will write more on this later.
i (as always) appreciate your notes.
6:51 a.m. - 1997-09-15
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