have you ever been lost before?
i know i have. especially while in the city. usually, when i get lost i eventually find the right road i am supposed to be on. only i am usually going the wrong way on it. then i drive the wrong direction for like ten miles trying to find a place to make a u-turn, which of course makes me late, and incredibly frustrated.
anyone ever been there?
yeah, well thats how i feel spiritually right now. i am back on the right road but i seem to be going backwards. back into all that which i have already suffered through, moving farther and farther away from my dreams. not only that, but i am not even driving this thing! and no matter how much i yell from the back seat God wont turn around!
i remember why i was mad at him.
i'm frustrated now.
i'm really frustrated that the only person who seems to understand is not a person at all but a big box with a whole bunch of wires in it!
(that would be a computer for those who arent...well...smart)
ugh, im going back to bed!
1:46 p.m. - 2002-09-05
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