i think i will start updating more often. the only reason i havent been is because of the old saying "if you cant say something good..."
in my last entry i wrote about my relationship with God.
i was angry wtih him for a long time. way too long. all because he wasnt doing what i wanted him to do when i wanted it. he kept insisting that our roles of him being God and me being man could not switch.
on and on
again and again
we fought.
he won.
i surrendered.
i have noticed a considerable change in my outlook since then, and hopefully all will notice a change in lifestyle and attitude as time goes by.
i really feel as if im starting my whole christian life over again.
grace kicks butt!
thanks to all of my friends who stood by me during my guided tour through hell. im so sorry for the ways i have treated you all. i would list all of those that i have mistreated but being that the list would contain everyone i know i thought i would just make a general apology.
sorry.
Jesus, thank you so much
7:55 a.m. - 2002-08-23
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