for the last few years nothing has annoyed me as much as having the "so what are your plans" talk.
i could be perfectly fine until the conversation begins to turn that direction, and then BAM! im suddenly drowning in awkwardness where i am forced to say things like "you know, whatever" or "just waiting on the lord, brother"
now these statements are not bad in themselves, but when they are used to cover up the fact that "hey i dont know what im doing with my life" they can be a bit annoying
so for the past few years i have avoided those kinds of conversations.
that is until this week.
no, i still dont know what the heck im doing, but i do finally have some options.
a butt load of options
1. move to russia for a year
sounds like fun, but i would have to raise support without any help from my denomination. that sucks
2. take a senior pastor position
not quite as fun, especially when the church has less then ten people
3. take a youth pastor position
this could be fun its in a very mountainous (i think i spelled that right) region, but im not sure im ready for that
4. go to college
this is actually what i want to do, exept for when i am at church where i want to be back in full time ministry
so thats where i am presently, and if you happen to be one who asks "so, what are your future plans?" you will actually get more than "well you know, whatever" you will get a "i dunno" isnt that so much better?
9:40 a.m. - 2002-04-12
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