the less i try to think of my future the more it comes up.
parts of me (it might be my flesh) really wants to go to college. there is so much i havent learned and i want so badly to learn it. this last weekend i visited a college for the weekend, and though i didnt like that particular college the whole idea of becoming smart enthralls me.
another part of me (it might be my spirit) is screaming out "go into the ministry...now!" last night a russian evangelist invited me to live with him in russia for a year, also there is a option of becoming a senior pastor in a very, very small church.
then the Jesus inside of me says "dude, chill out. (this of course is a paraphrase) just seek me."
of course it sounds far to simplistic to just "seek first the kingdom of God..." but its certainly worth a try. im tired of pretending to be in control of my life.
you are in charge God,do what you want
9:51 a.m. - 2002-04-08
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