me:okay God where are you?
God: right here, i am always right here
me: i mean where is your presence? i cant feel you anymore i havent seen you move or hear you speak in a real long time.
God: im still here.
me: what do you mean? im the one thats still here. i havent moved once since i last saw you.
God: exactly
me: huh?
God: have you ever heard the expression "first times free"?
me: yeah, drug dealers say that to get people hooked. it starts off free but once their addicted they have to pay alot.
God: same with me.
me:explain
God: when you first came to me you wouldnt have sacrificed or disciplined yourself to see my glory because you didnt know how awesome it was. so i gave it out freely...
me: until i got hooked
God: yes, now dont intterupt
me: sorry
God: its alright, where was i....oh yes now that you have tasted my glory it will cost you.
me:how much?
God: well....everything
me: so this dry season that im going through, its because i havent really given you everything.
God: pretty much, and i do mean everything. a lot of people give me their sin, but forget to give me their friends, time, dreams,idols, and everything else that makes them them.
me: so what do you do with all that once they give it over?
God: son thats a whole other discussion.
5:51 p.m. - 2002-02-04
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