like i was saying. (incidentally if you havent read the last entry you should it will help you understand) if you are reading this and i know am sure you know who you are let me say this. im sorry i couldnt tell you face to face. i was waiting for the right time, which apparently has come. over the past few months i have really gotten to know you, not half as much as i would like too but enough to realise that you are.....well beyond words. i treasure our friendship deeply and sincerly hope that your knowledge of my infatuation with you wont effect that more than neccassary. i know that you dont feel the same way about me. that is fine i will be content getting to know you and letting the sweetness that is you rub off on me a little more. i am deeply sorry for any embarrasment i have caused you and i really hope we can maintain the relationship we have devoloped in spite of my devoloping affection for you. i hope you read this, because i really want to talk openly about this but i am not quite sure how.( i will write more on this later) for all of you who read this, i just realised that i kinda poured out my heart in front of numerous friends. dang my transparency! please, dont be a hata' and show a little respect.
Carman Qoute of the day: i am actually thinking of getting rid of this segment of my diary so write me a note if you think it should be kept. thanks
10:29 p.m. - 2002-02-03
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