i think that 18 days is the longest that i have gone without updating here.
dont worry, baby, i still love you i swear.
here is one of the problems: my quaint little local library has become a hotbed of internet activity. turning my once reliable diaryland portal into a usually two hour long purgatory where i usually lose the battle to wait for a computer to finally open up.
i need the internet. probably more than i need a tattoo. or more books and cds. maybe even more than the hockey game i am going to next week. i should stop spending money on things and start spending it on the internet.
though, i really shouldnt spend money at all on account that i dont have any. but that is neither her nor there at the moment.
another one of the problems concerning my lack of updates is the previously mentioned sweetheart of mine.
since my last update more than three people have called me to see what happened.
"you said she was going to break up with you and then nothing."
my sister-in-law thought i killed myself or something.
i didnt in case you are wondering.
but here is what happened:
we broke up.
at least five times.
everytime we would break up one of us would say something like
"i can't imagine fall without you"
or
"i just need to learn to accept you for who you are and realize that you just need time to yourself"
and so we would "give it another go".
only to break up a day or two later.
it has been two weeks since the last time we broke up. i think we are doing better.
i am, however, caving in more and more, and giving her more of my time.
it is what matters to her. so i give.
in exchange she gives me kisses and cold fried chicken.
its a win win, i suppose.
but less time for me means less time for contemplation and less time to wait at the library to release said contemplations to you, my lovely friends and readers.
so, sorry, friends.
there will be more updates soon. i swear.
9:43 a.m. - 2006-09-13
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