sometimes, and i know you have all been there, you write something good and then when you hit that "submit" button on the bottom of the screen something weird happens and the computer freezes up and suddenly the fruits of the last twenty minutes of your life simply vanishes. then you just sit there. vacant gazed and open mouthed. there is no way you can remember the greatness and beauty of the thing that has just been erased.
luckily, for both of us, today was not that kind of day for me. for what was lost was just more of that cheesy "i am in love and in love with spring" kind of crap that you have grown to hear from me every now and again.
its gone. you will never have to read it. i have blessed you with the greatest present you will recieve today.
you are welcome.
i really miss actively blogging on here.
there once was a day when i would deliberately plot out what i was going to write and then actually write it. every day.
such funny and insightful words.
such horrible emotive garbage.
such a wonderful and false community centered around all of our thoughts and opinions and diary-like accounts of our days.
but now, i am busy and dont have a computer.
now, just a random paragraph here or there.
now, like friends in high school, we have all gone our seperate ways and are living our seperate lives.
what are we to do?
promise to write?
give it up?
become okay with the status quo?
who knows?
i am just glad that you are here, right now, listening to whatever pointless thing i have to say.
and i am glad to return the favor to you.
lets enjoy it while it lasts.
10:34 a.m. - 2006-03-30
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