i dont know what to write today.
but i want to write something.
i rode my bike all the way to the library just so i could update, and here i am with a blank screen and thirty five minutes left on my alloted computer time.
i have erased what i have written twice already.
i still dont know what to write.
its not that there isnt stuff going on with me.
quite the opposite actually.
over the last few days i have run a course of complex emotions and thoughts.
i have also had more than one adventure.
but all seems so trite right now.
i dont want to talk about girls anymore.
i just keep saying the same things.
my loner status?
no need to update there. i think we are at the point when it can be safely assumed.
my desire for life is still just a desire.
my faith and my God are still in a quagmire.
my job is monotonous.
my home life is dull.
my adventures all entail me walking around my neighborhood, or the downtown area, trying to guess what kinds of lives the people i encounter are living.
the man on the computer next to me is looking at naked black men.
two girls are sharing a computer in front of me. they are looking for books on lutheran history.
there is a homeless guy sitting accross the room playing what seems to be some version of tetris.
some guy with a beard is eating starburst right outside the window. he looks like he is lost.
maybe one of these people can write something for me.
maybe they can show me something new to say.
1:13 p.m. - 2004-07-05
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