had lunch with my old mentor today.
not at all what i expected.
there were a few things he said about me that i disagreed with.
he said i wasnt a analytical person, and that i dont really think for myself.
(at first i disagreed with this. but for the last several hours i really have been thinking that he was right.
which confirms his theory that i dont think for myself.
but the possibility of that being true opened up a new world of questions that i began to ask myself.
which proves him wrong.)
he also said that i would make a great kid's pastor.
(this i completly disagree with.
i hate kids.
he only thinks that i like kids because i dislike kids less than adults)
but everything else he said was right on the proverbial money.
tim (the guy i had lunch with) has an amazing way of helping me get past my pretentions to the point.
see the forest through the trees, so to speak.
and so i have a much better understanding of why i am struggling the way i am.
i am still hopelessly stuck, but at least now i know why.
side note:
my parents just got back from vacation and the souveniers they got me were incredibly homosexual-esque.
it was a tiny little ring with a heart on it.
this went nicely with the flowery key chain and powder blue baseball cap the got for me from spain.
either my parents think i am gay, or they think its very fashionable to look gay.
10:17 p.m. - 2003-08-18
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