curse me and my emotions.
curse me not dating in high school.
curse my naivety and inexperience.
curse my desire for serious relationship.
curse over friendly women.
who talk all night.
to different guys.
every night of the week.
curse my excitement when she walked in last night.
curse my sadness when she walked out with that good looking guy.
curse the fact that he is not a brother, close relative, or family friend.
curse getting attached to any girl
that rubs my arm,
gives me attention.
curse me for being that lonely.
curse my daydreams
and my night dreams
and my in-between-asleep-and-awake-dreams.
curse my self pity
curse this vain attempt to get notes of pity from you.
curse the fact that i would have despised her eventually anyway.
(she hated poetry and didnt care to watch movies)
curse the fact that i am better off single.
curse the fact that i am really not that upset about this, but i didnt have anything else to write about.
bless you for reading.
3:16 p.m. - 2003-07-19
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