i shouldnt feel the way i do
i shouldnt hate them
but i do
why is it necessary to say please dont bring your tracts and worship songs here?
is it that difficult to understand that the only people who like christian music are christians?
it makes me so tired
so depleted
sometimes i want to give up on all of this
to forget saving the world, and reforming the church
to forget my God who seems so distant
to let go of the disciplines i was never able of keeping
but where would i go?
what would i do?
i have noone else but you, God
tonight, i wish it wasnt so
but the only time wishing changes facts is in disney movies
so, i remain
but God, please save me from your followers!
10:25 p.m. - 2003-05-28
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