hmmmm.....
im going broke living in my apartment. trying to save money to move, end up spending it all on dumb crap like food.
still dont know what im doing with my life, but im not as worried now as i once was. probably just tired of thinking about it.
my friends girlfriend has fixed me up with a jew/catholic/atheist. sounds intersting enough. i have never been on a date. part of me wants to go on one to prove that im not the worlds biggest loser and girls can actually be attracted to me, of course the date could prove the opposite just as easyP>
it looks like i am not going to portland. though my heart desires it more than anything. i just hope that i wont be as negative and cynical when i move to wherever i end up going to.
to summarize i need:
money
wisdom to handle money properly
direction
patience to wait for direction
confidence that i dont need a girlfriend to be happy, but if i wanted a girlfriend one could be obtained
i really just need Jesus
5:33 p.m. - 2002-05-16
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